I feel like going on a following spree. lol. I need more blogs to follow, so I’ll be following people from the main blog! :) 

I’m supposed to be reading for my paper tomorrow and on Thursday… but I need more blogs to follow. I’m so ronerrrii.

When you get back together after your break 

Sunggyu

Sometimes, you just feel like giving yourself a high five on the face… with a chair. It hasn’t even been a month – wait, it hasn’t even been three weeks and you were already miserable! You were so miserable, all you could concentrate on was what kind of shirt your boyfriend was wearing, how was his performance, whether the girls go crazy when they did their famous crotch grab move – you were literally going crazy with your thoughts! Which was why, you decided to pack up your bags and take the first train back to your boyfriend’s!

And here you were, standing in front of his apartment, wondering whether or not you should knock on the door or just leave. You lifted your hand up and was about to knock when you chickened out and dropped your hand. You picked up your bags and turned around to leave when the door opened and you froze. “Nuna?”

You slowly turn around and sighed when you saw Myungsoo standing in front of you. “Hi,” You chirped. Myungsoo looked at you before looking behind him. He turned to look at you in confusion. “Is Gyu here?” You asked him and Myungsoo nodded his head slowly. He motioned for you to wait and walked inside. A few seconds later, your boyfriend came running through the door. “Gyu,” Before you could even form a sentence, Sunggyu pulled you into his embrace, kissing the life out of you. You dropped your bags on the floor and threw your arms around his neck, deepening the kiss.

“Yah, I know you two miss each other but in front of the door?” Woohyun exclaimed, teasing the both of you. You pulled back and hid your face against your boyfriend’s chest. “Welcome back, nuna~”

“I’m never letting you go.” Sunggyu whispered and you nodded your head, tightening your hold on him.

Dongwoo

“Why are you so stubborn?” Your mother asked you. You lifted your head from the table and stare at her. She rolled her eyes and shook her head, muttering something under her breath. You sighed and was about to place your head back on the table when your mother slammed her hands on the table, shocking you. “Yah,” She shouted your full name and your eyes widened. Your mother had never gotten angry with you – never and this was a first. “You need to stop being so stubborn and swallow that big ego of yours! Your boyfriend is clearly miserable without you and you are miserable without him! Why don’t you just go to his apartment and apologize or roll around on the bed together or something!” She scolded you and your jaw fell slightly. Your mother groaned in annoyance before shaking her head and leaving you in the kitchen.

A few minutes later, you were still in the kitchen, where your mother had left you. “You’re still here?” Your mother stated when she walked back in the kitchen. You slowly nodded your head. “Thank goodness I took matters into my own hands. Sit still!” She ordered as she left the kitchen. You bite back a gasp when Dongwoo walked inside the kitchen, a wide smile on his face.

“Don’t get out until you get your priorities straight! And by straight, I mean, you are with Dongwoo!” Your mother shouted, making you groan. Dongwoo laughed with mirth and walked over to where you were.

You stood up from the chair and looked at him. He gave you a smile and you sighed. Clearly, this whole thing was stupid; you thought to yourself and threw your arms around him. Dongwoo caught you and twirled you around, laughing happily. Dongwoo placed you on the ground and stared at you. “You look beautiful.” He murmured and you smiled, snuggling against him. “I missed you.”

“I miss you too – very much.”

Woohyun

If people were to walk in your room, they would believe that you are a very messy person. Your bed was filled with pictures of your boyfriend and you, whilst your table was filled with a lot of papers and notes and your floor had a few clothes thrown about here and there. You were sitting in your corner, musing to yourself. “Who was the great idiot that told me I could do this – two months without my Woohyun?” You asked to no one in particular and you took a deep breath before sighing. “I’ve lost it – I totally lost it. Now I have resorted to talking to myself!” You exclaimed and closed your yes, leaning against the wall.

You were supposed to be back a week ago but due to some unforeseeable events, your ticket was stolen and you had to buy a new one. And the next flight you could actually get was two weeks after that. You still remembered the flabbergasted state you were in when you bought your ticket. You even said something along the lines of “Why is everyone suddenly going to Korea?!”

A knock resounded in your room and you opened one eye to stare at the door. “No one is in!” You exclaimed – you really didn’t want to lift yourself up from your pitiful state and walk over to the door. The knocking did not stop and you sighed as you slowly get up. “Alright! I’m coming,” You muttered as you walked over to the door. You swung the door open and your jaw dropped when a bouquet of your favourite flowers were shoved in your face.

“Surprise?” Woohyun smiled warmly at you when you took the bouquet. He laughed when you opened and closed your mouth repeatedly before nodding your head. “You were taking too long!” He stated and simply pulled you in his arms, nearly crushing the bouquet.

“What – but – who?” You couldn’t even form a sentence correctly.

Woohyun pulled you closer. “You promised you were going to come back in two months and I was worried so I called your parents. They sent me here to get you back. See how much we all love you?” Woohyun kissed the top of your head. “And I was getting lonely.” He added and you laughed.

“I really missed you, you know?”

“Of course – I am, after all, Nam Woohyun.”

Hoya

You coughed into the towel and groaned once your coughing fit ended. You lay back on your bed and sighed. So far your ‘break’ wasn’t going really well. You knew you could live without Hoya but somehow, your heart always hurt at the thought of not being able to be around him and knowing what he was up to. Even though the both of you were on break, Hoya always sent messages to you but somehow the past few days, the messages didn’t even come. You got so worried that you actually sent him a text but he didn’t even reply. So, you waited. Since you thought he might have been busy with promotions and ended up waiting for that text. Hence, the reason why you are sick today. Okay, technically, you were sick because you had to do some research and didn’t get enough amount of sick but since Hoya hasn’t given you a text today, you’re blaming him. Your heart pinged when you thought of Hoya.

“Hoya,” You whispered to no one in particular. You actually miss your boyfriend. Even though this break was sort of technically your idea, you somehow regretted even telling him about it. You fell asleep with the thoughts of your boyfriend.

You woke up to the feeling of someone watching you. You pushed your covers away and blinked a few times when you realized the lights in your room was switched on and the curtains were drawn in. You furrowed your eyebrows and look to your right. Your eyes widen when you saw the time - 9.30pm. You must have been so tired! You picked up your phone and sighed when you realized that Hoya still have not replied any of your texts. You slowly sat up from the bed and was about to get down from the bed when someone pushed you back. You were about to scream when you realized that it was none other than your boyfriend, who was now on top of you, pinning you to the bed. “Howon!” You cried out. Hoya gave you the smirk that you loved you much.

“Surprise?” He chuckled and you nodded your head, not knowing what else to say. “I got all of your messages! I knew you missed me,” He winked and you laughed but nodded your head. It was true. You did miss him. “I had to practice extra hard to get a day off for today and tomorrow.” Hoya pressed his lips on your cheeks and your nose.

“You missed,” You murmured, pursing your lips. Hoya laughed but kissed your lips.

Sungyeol

“Sungyeol-ah,” You cried out when you saw your boyfriend, standing in front of you, with his owl expression on. You rubbed your chest, trying to calm your thumping heart as your boyfriend howled with laughter. 

“That was so funny!” Sungyeol cried out when his laughter ceased. You pouted and crossed your arms. He stepped closer to you and you looked at anywhere but him. Sungyeol frowned and called your name softly. You shook your head as you turned your head away from him.

“I was expecting a warm welcome!” You said to yourself. “And instead, I got his owl face. I’m so missed.” You added and picked up your bag. Sungyeol’s eyes widened when he realized what you were about to do and he protested as he took your suitcase away from you, shoving it behind him.

“Yah - I won’t let you leave!” Sungyeol protested as he shook his head. “I’m sorry! Aish, this pabo is really sorry!” Sungyeol scolded himself and looked apologetically at you. You bite the inside of your cheeks, trying to stop the laughter to come out. “You like aegyo - of course you do! Err, bbuing bbuing?” Sungyeol puffed his cheeks and held his fists beside his cheeks, doing some weird movements. You burst out laughing and Sungyeol stared at you in confusion.

“You guys are really suited for each other. Both are chodings!” Sungjong commented as he passed by the two of you. Sungyeol stared at you before laughing as well.

L

“Are you sure he’s going to take me back?” You asked your closest friend. She stared at you before smacking you lightly. You hissed in pain and stared at her in confusion. “What was that for?”

She rolled her eyes. “If you ask me if he’s going to take you back once more, I will smack you with this slipper of mine!” She threatened, lifting her right foot. You stared at her wide-eyed and nodded your head slowly. She was indeed scary when she is mad! “Besides, haven’t you heard a thing we have been saying earlier?” She asked you and you shrugged your shoulders. “That’s expected of you.” She murmured but it was loud enough for you to hear. You stuck your tongue out and she narrowed her eyes at you. You smiled sheepishly.

“Sorry. I should have listened.” You told her and she nodded her head. “What did you talked about?”

“We told you that Myungsoo hasn’t been the same since you left! I’m sorry, since you went on a break,” She rephrased her sentence when you glared at her. You give her a small smile. “So much so, the other members contacted me and told me how he was doing – he’s in a really pitiful state without you!” You frowned as you looked at your friend. “I’m serious – look at him!” She pointed behind you. Your eyes widen and you quickly turned around.

“Where?” You frowned as you tried to look for your boyfriend. He couldn’t have been that miserable until you couldn’t even recognize him because if he had, you would feel very guilty! You turned around to question your friend when you realized who was standing in front of you. “M-myungsoo,” You stuttered and mentally slapped yourself. After not seeing you boyfriend for nearly a whole month, you were dazzled by his appearance. Myungsoo gave you that small smile you loved so much and you could feel butterflies fluttering in your stomach.

He smirked as he walked closer to you. You held your breath when his face was directly in front of yours. “You need to breath,” He whispered all the while still staring at you. You gulped and took a deep breath. “Did you miss me?” He asked and you stared at him, nodding your head slightly. “Then where’s my kiss?” Myungsoo asked and you rolled your eyes – leave it to Myungsoo to make you feel scared but ask for something else! He laughed and wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you to him. “Don’t be stupid anymore – you belong with me.” Myungsoo stated firmly and you nodded your head.

Sungjong

To say you were antsy, that was an understatement. You haven’t seen your boyfriend since the day you told him about your mother’s really ridiculous rule of not letting you see him. Counting the days, it had been nearly two months now! You thought you were going to go crazy from not being able to contact him! Your mother didn’t even let you visit their café daum and instead, shut the internet off for two whole months. Schools were crazy for having long exams and a lot of papers to sit for!

“You’re going to shake this car over!” Your mother pointed out. She felt annoyed at how you were being. You looked at her and stuck your tongue out playfully. Your mother shook her head. She found it rather adorable that even after the two months break of not being able to see Sungjong, you were still into him as much as he was still into you. She should know; Sungjong has been calling her just to ask how you were doing. She smiled fondly at the memories.

“You’re weird.” You told her. “Drive faster – I want to see Sungjong!” You pouted and she rolled her eyes once more.

“I rather get you safe and sound there.” She retaliated and you coughed, sheepishly rubbing the back of your neck. Ten minutes later, you had reached the boys’ apartment. You gave your mother a quick hug. “Just text me if you decide to sleepover.” She told you and you nodded your head. You kissed her cheek and quickly left the car, running all the way to the elevator. Once inside, you chastised the elevator for not going quick enough. Once you got to his floor, you made a run for his apartment and rung the doorbell.

The door opened, revealing your boyfriend, smiling widely. “Sungjong~” You exclaimed (okay, you squealed) and threw your arms around your boyfriend. “I missed you so bad!” Sungjong laughed and pulled you tighter to him.

Your relationship is a secret and he announces it during their concert/showcase 

Sunggyu

You screamed along with the fans when the music started playing – Cover Girl was one of your favourite songs from the album and to finally be able to listen to it live and in the boys’ concert, it made you really happy. You shouted at the top of your lungs when Sunggyu walked over to where you were standing. You waved the banner that he helped made in the air and laughed when he looked your way.

The girls around you seemed to scream louder when Sunggyu stood directly in front of where you were standing and your eyes widen when you realize what he was about to do. You tried to step backwards but the girl behind you pushed you forward, in hopes of touching your boyfriend. Sunggyu grabbed your hand, which made the girls shout even louder and with ease, he dragged you to the front, just near the stage. You smiled sheepishly when the camera zoomed at you and Sunggyu.

“You are so pretty, you really shine, each moment, you are my cover girl,” Sunggyu sang his lines to you which made you smile widely at him. He knew you were surprised by what he did but Sunggyu also knew that this was one surprise that you would like. Sunggyu winked at you and gave you a kiss on the cheek which made the fans scream. You giggled and shook your head as you tried to cover your face from the camera. Once he left to go back to the stage, one of the managers, Hyoan brought you somewhere.

Once the song was over, Sunggyu took the moment to speak. “I have something to tell you; first of all, I would like to say thank you for your never-ending support for Infinite! But…” He sighed sheepishly. “The girl just now… she is my girlfriend. So I hope you will not hurt her or upset her – we are happy together and I hope you will give us your support.” He said and bowed.

Dongwoo

“This is my girlfriend,” Dongwoo introduced you to the fans that were present in the large hall. You smiled sheepishly when all the attention was brought to you. You moved behind him but Dongwoo merely laugh and stepped aside, wrapping his arm around your waist. The smile seemed to have been glued to his face though you were quite embarrassed to be the center of attention, the way Dongwoo was being, made you feel rather comfortable and happy.

“So we ask from our wonderful Inspirit to please help our Dongwoo~” Sunggyu called out to the fans. “Even if Dongwoo already has a girlfriend, his first priority will always be the group and the fans. So please support our Dongwoo and his girlfriend!”

You smiled gratefully at Sunggyu. He merely returned your smile and continued to talk to the fans. You turned your head slightly to gaze at your boyfriend. Your cheeks reddened slightly when you realized that he was staring at you. Dongwoo laughed and pulled you closer to him. Although he had not been anticipating the day, it had turned out quite well. Instead of feeling dreadful that he might have broken a few (or a lot) of Inspirits’ hearts, he was relieved. Now, he didn’t have to hide you from the public anymore. Dongwoo winked at you and you grinned at him.

“I love you.” He whispered.

Woohyun

“Woohyun-ah, please no,” You protested as your boyfriend dragged you towards the stage. “What if they hate me?” You asked him. Woohyun stopped and turned around to face you. You were almost free from his grasp but Woohyun tightened his hold on your hand and shook his head.

“They like you – the only reason why Jung Yeop sajangnim agreed to let me do this is because the fans have been asking about you! They keep hearing about you but they have never seen how you look. Jung Yeop sajangnim also said that this would help to put a face on the name. Our Inspirit are very nice fans, most of them.” Woohyun corrected himself when you glared at him. Woohyun murmured your name softly. “So far the fans have been supportive of our relationship, so please? Just this once?” Woohyun asked. You bite the inside of your cheek as you stared at him. “You don’t have to do anything – just come out with me, introduce yourself and we’ll go back in.” Woohyun started doing his aegyo, knowing that you have never been able to say ‘no’ to his aegyo.

“Fine; just this once.” You told him. Woohyun chuckled when he saw your sour face. He kissed your cheeks before planting a kiss on your lips. You smiled at him and sighed inwardly. Even though you were absolutely terrified and would rather keep your identity hidden, seeing him so happy made you happy. For him, you would endure the curious fans. “Okay – let’s get this done and over with!”

Hoya

Hoya felt his eyes tearing up when the fans began to chant both his name and your name. When word got out about Hoya having a girlfriend, he really didn’t know what to do. Most of his social network accounts got bombarded with questions and sometimes, a lot of fans kept on asking who his girlfriend was. He was torn apart – some of the fans even threatened to “leave” the fandom just because of it. Thus after having a heart to heart talk with their CEO, Hoya decided to come clean; this was their last concert before going on a break and preparing for their next album. But the reaction that he got was not what he had expected! Hoya actually thought most of the fans would ask him to break up but seeing his Inspirit loudly chanting both his name and your name made him feel really touched.

“My girlfriend is actually backstage right now.” Hoya said to the audience. “I was supposed to bring her out but…” He got cut off when the fans started screaming once more. He gave them a bright smile as he nodded his head. “Wait for me – I’ll bring her out now!” He exclaimed happily.

Sungyeol

“This is my girlfriend, isn’t she pretty?” Sungyeol announced as the grip on your shoulders tightened. You looked up at your boyfriend and pouted. You actually didn’t want to go outside when he announced it to the whole wide world but Sungyeol, being the choding he was, decided to do so just to spite you. And so, here you were, on the stage, trapped beside Sungyeol, with millions of inspirit staring at you. It didn’t help that the camera was focusing on the both of you. You struggled to keep your expressions calm but your heart was racing. “My girlfriend is very nice~ She makes the best food and even though she looks like she doesn’t like me at the moment,” Sungyeol laughed when you nudged him, giving him a look. He kissed your cheek, making the girls squeal. “But she’s usually not like this!” Sungyeol exclaimed happily and you smiled a little, shaking your head.

“You’re going to get it when we get back,” You whispered to your boyfriend. Sungyeol stuck his tongue out at you and laughed. You tried to swat his stomach but he held your hand and intertwined your fingers with his, pulling you closer to him. The fans kept on screaming and for a few seconds, you were afraid that they were plotting your death.

“Please support the both of us okay? I love our inspirit very much!” Sungyeol said and kept you close by his side. The rest of the members began to whistle and clap their hands – leave it to Sungyeol to end a concert with a bang.

L

“Earlier this week, a picture of a girl and me were spread through the internet and…” Myungsoo trailed off. Sunggyu patted his back and Myungsoo gave him a small smile. The hall was filled with hushed whispers. “From what I have read, a lot of people are wondering who she is and what she is to me…” Myungsoo waited for the screams to stop and the hall fell into hushed whispers again. “She is actually…” Myungsoo broke off laughing when a fan shouted ‘sister’. “No, fortunately she’s not.” He answered the fan which caused more screaming. Once all of them quieted down, Myungsoo continued speaking. “She is actually my girlfriend.” Myungsoo gave a small smile when the fans erupted in screams. “We actually have been together for a long time. The only reason why I have never said anything about my relationship is because I feared for her safety.” Myungsoo said thoughtfully. “But please, don’t do anything to hurt. She’s very precious to me – like how Inspirit are also precious to me.” He said firmly.

“My jagi is actually here in the hall as well. But I told her I wouldn’t bring her out if our inspirit don’t want to see her.” Myungsoo explained. His smile widened slightly when the fans began to chant ‘bring her out’. He hurriedly walked over to the exit and looked for you. You gave him a small smile, having heard and seen the reactions the fans had given him. “Are you ready?” He asked once he spotted you. Myungsoo walked over to where you were and held your hand.

“You did well,” You told him, softly kissing him on the lips. “And I’m ready when you are.” Myungsoo gave you a wide smile and with your fingers intertwined with his, the both of you walked back to the stage.

Sungjong

“Sungjong-ah, don’t you have something to tell our fans?” Woohyun asked as he looked to his right where Sungjong was standing. Sungjong nodded his head and cleared his throat before he lifted the microphone to his mouth.

“I just wanted to confirm the rumour that has been going around.” Sungjong spoke up. “The rumour is not true. This is a very private and personal issue but seeing as everyone has been saying things they should not have been saying, I decided to take this time to say that… she is my girlfriend.” Sungjong kept his mouth shut when some of the fans began to cry whilst some were squealing. The reaction was not what he had expected – he actually expected fans to go on a rampage and tear his girlfriend apart.

“Are you happy for our Sungjong?” Woohyun shouted at the fans. Most of the girls screamed their answers and nodded their heads. Woohyun laughed heartily and patted Sungjong’s back. “Do you have anything else to say?”

Sungjong nodded his head and the place quieted down. “I’m sorry for not revealing it sooner! I just hope that Inspirit will respect her as she respects everyone for your undying love and support to us. Please watch out for the both of us!” Sungjong bowed a couple of times to show his gratitude.

“Sungjong-goon, why don’t you make a video message for your girlfriend?” Sunggyu asked. “This showcase will be aired soon~ so we’ll give you a minute to say whatever you want to your girlfriend on air.” He told the maknae. Sungjong laughed but nodded his head. Sunggyu focused the camera he had been holding to the audience before filming Sungjong.

“To my girlfriend, please don’t look at any other guys and work hard! I love you,” Sungjong ended his mini-speech with a heart pose, which left the fans squealing.

PS: I asked my sister which one I should write and she told me to write this. It took such a long time (is two days a long time?) because I ran out of ideas on how they came clean about their relationship. Sorry for the delay! And for the somewhat ‘boring’ scenario.

When you need a break because your relationship isn’t the same anymore 

Sunggyu

“I’m sorry,” You murmur, looking at everywhere but your boyfriend. “I really am.” You whispered, your heart breaking into million pieces with every second that passed. You swallowed the lump in your throat and picked up your luggage before walking slowly to the door.

Sunggyu stared at you in shock. His brain was still processing what you had said - if he had not seen you talk to him, he would have thought it was a figment of his imaginations. “Why?” His voice sounded empty and hollow, all trace of happiness gone from him – he sounded as empty as his heart felt. Sunggyu felt slightly well when he saw you freeze abruptly though that did not help ease the ache in his chest. “Why do you have to walk away?” Sunggyu asked as he stood up and walked towards you. He called your name softly.

Your eyes were brimming with tears and you took a deep breath, shaking your head. “I just need some time, alone, to think things thoroughly, Gyu.” You told him, cringing when your voice trembled. You needed to get out this place quickly. “I love you, Gyu – I really do but right now, this relationship doesn’t feel the same anymore.”

“But…”

“I’m sorry, Gyu. Just please give me some time – I promise you, I will come back to you. I just need a break from everything right now.” You told him. You straightened your body and with your head held up high, you walked out of the apartment.

Dongwoo

Dongwoo shook his head as he read the letter. “No,” He looked up from the letter. “But she promised,” His voice broke as a sob left his mouth, soon after a couple of tears streamed down his face. Your mother rubbed his back lightly.

“Just give her some time to think things through, Dongwoo-ah.” Your mother tried to console him. Your mother was one of the biggest supporters of your relationship with Dongwoo, mainly because all of your other ex-boyfriends paled in comparison to Dongwoo and your mother absolutely adored him (which means your mother basically approved of your relationship with him!). Dongwoo wiped his face and looked at your mother.

Your mother gave him a small smile, lightly caressing his hair. “I know my daughter – she is as stubborn as a mule and it’s hard for her to admit to her feelings. Once she loves someone, she will love them until the end. Up until now, you are the only one I know that she really loves.” Your mother smiled when Dongwoo ceased to cry. “Just give her some time and she will be back to you.”

Dongwoo sighed before nodding his head slowly. He looked at the crumpled letter in his hand and vowed, the next time he sees you, he would make sure you would never be able to walk away from him.

Woohyun

“What?” Woohyun gasped and you sighed as you watched him pace in front of you. “No,” He shook his head and stopped in front of you, looking straight at you. You tried to hold his hand but he stepped away from you, making you slightly hurt by his actions. “Why?”

“Woohyun, it’s not forever,” You told him. “I love you too much to let you go-“ Before you could even finish your sentence, Woohyun narrowed his eyes and cut you off.

“Then why are you doing this?” He asked; you could hear how hard he was straining to keep his emotions from pouring out on that very sentence. “Why do you even need a break?” Woohyun stared at you – it almost made you feel guilty for doing this to him but you had to do it. It just wasn’t the same anymore.

“It’s for the best, Woohyun-ah.” You stood up and walked over to where he was. You were somewhat glad when he didn’t push you away but instead looked at you warily. “I love you so much,” You stated and pressed a kiss on his lips. “But I want you to at least be happy for me.” You tried to reason. He shook his head.

“I won’t be happy without you.”

You smiled softly and shook your head. “You are happy – when you are with your brothers, when you sing and when you are with your Inspirits. I have supported your dream and it’s time for you to support mine,” You said as you cupped his face, making him stare at you. “It’s just for two months – I’ll be gone for two months.” You caressed his cheeks. “We can take this time to think about our future.” You told him and Woohyun sighed before shaking his head. Before you could even say anything else, he pulled you to his chest and hugged you, burying his head on your neck, which caused you to wrap your arms around his neck. Two months without him were going to be hard, that you were sure but the both of you needed the break.

Hoya

“I thought I could live without you,” You told him. “I thought everything would be okay but it’s so hard right now,” You shook your head when Hoya moved towards you. He stopped walking and stared at you with his eyes that you loved very much. “Just listen to what I have to say first,” You stated. “Without any interruptions,” You added.

“I think I have gone beyond the point of being obsessed here – I love you, I whole-heartedly love you but at times I feel suffocated with my love towards you and I just need a break.” You explained. “I don’t want to be the clingy girlfriend that would always call to check up on you – I feel like I’m becoming like that and I feel really conflicted with myself.”

Hoya shook his head and opened his mouth to speak. You immediately covered his mouth with your hand. “Howon, please,” You begged and Hoya slowly nodded his head. “I know it might sound selfish or maybe I sound like a coward but I really need to sort out my feelings and my priorities.” You sighed. As you were about to say something else, Hoya placed a kiss on your lips, drowning the rest of your words. You pulled back slightly and stared at him.

“I’ll give you a break…” He whispered painfully. “But please, don’t go far away. I don’t know what I’ll do if you get hurt or whatever,” Hoya circled his arms around your waist and pulled you to his chest. You nodded your head and laid your head on his chest, cherishing the last few moments of being in his arms.

Sungyeol

“A break?”

You nodded your head for the umpteenth time. You couldn’t even remember how many times you have had to repeat your explanation to your boyfriend. If you weren’t so used to him, you would have smacked him a couple of times for being a parrot. “Are you joking?” Sungyeol asked and you shook your head.

“Sungyeol, I think we need this break – you will be busy with promoting your song soon and you wouldn’t have time for me,” You told him – although it might sound selfish to others, you knew you were holding him back. “You have to go back and forth just to spend time with me.” You really did pity your boyfriend. Sometimes, he would show up at your doorstep when it was 2 in the morning just to see you when you knew how tired he was and how much he would prefer to go to sleep.

“Is it because of my childish actions?” Sungyeol asked and you shook your head. “Because if it is, I can change! I promise,” He stated firmly and you flicked his forehead gently. Sungyeol hissed playfully at you, rubbing his forehead.

“You are my choding, Sungyeol. I wouldn’t have you any other way!” You protested and gave him a small smile. “You have my heart, you know that right?” You asked him. Sungyeol nodded his head and turned to face you.

“I love you.”

You smiled; that was what you needed from him.

L

“I need a break from our relationship. It’s just not the same anymore.” You told Myungsoo, who was sitting in front of you. The small smile on his face was replaced with a frown. This is it, you thought to yourself. If Myungsoo demands an explanation, you will be ready for his questions. But as the time passed, Myungsoo still had not spoken a word to you. The frown was still evident on his face. “Myungsoo,” You spoke up.

“What?” He said indifferently and your heart pinged with… guilt? You bite your lips and sighed.

“Say something please,” you murmur and shifted uncomfortably when he narrowed his eyes at you. You never liked it when you were at the receiving end of his glares. It always made you really uncomfortable.

“What more do you want me to say?” Myungsoo asked as he sat up straight. “Do you want me to beg you to not leave me?” He asked and you looked away from him. He scoffed slightly, shaking his head. “You say you want a break and if it’s a break that you want, you’ll do whatever it takes to have it.” He muttered but it was loud enough for you to hear. You were about to retaliate but you knew what he said was true. “I’m not going to hold you back – go,” Myungsoo said.

You looked at him in shock. “W-what?”

“Just go.” Myungsoo said. “You wanted your break right? I thought I’d be able to spend my day off with my girlfriend today.” He shook his head and sighed. “I love you but apparently it’s not enough since you want a break.” He muttered and stood up. You began to stand up as well but he pushed you back on the chair lightly. “Just stay here – finish your drink and those cakes. They are your favourites.” Myungsoo glanced at you one more time before leaving. With every step that he took, your heart grew heavy and tears finally rolled down. You wanted to take everything back the moment you had said it but now… it was no use.

Sungjong

“I need this break, Sungjong-ah~” you whined and Sungjong shook his head, hugging you closer to him. You had stopped struggling earlier since you couldn’t win against his strength. You used to be able to outdo him but he was stronger now and manlier. “Omma thinks that I’ve been spending too much of my time with you and neglecting my studies,” You explained. True, your mother had been nagging how your concentration on your studies seemed to be slipping but your father was cool with it (mainly because he met your mother at your age).

“But even when you’re with me, you still study!” Sungjong frowned. He really didn’t want to have this so-called break with you – he was actually afraid, not that he would admit it. When people have ‘breaks’, it often leads to them separating for good. You took too much space in his heart for him to actually let you go on this break.

You nodded your head in agreement. Whenever you meet up with Sungjong, you would always make sure you bring your notes along with you. “Try telling that to my omma,” You told him and Sungjong whipped out his phone. Before he could press the numbers to your mother’s phone, you snatched the phone away from him. “Ya, she’s not going to let me see you if you keep that up!” You scolded him and Sungjong rolled his eyes. “Now, let’s just enjoy our last day before I am locked up in my room, with nothing to face but your albums and your songs to help me live.”

“Aish,” he sighed. “So dramatic.”

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